Friends

I have been having alot of trouble lately with friends. I am considered a pushover. Anyone can be as mean and rude to me as they want and i will still stick to be there friend. Well recently, everyone keeps freaking out on me for "talking shit" when in fact im not even the one doing it 90% of the time. People who i think i can trust twist my words around and tell my closest friends that i am talking shit. Its rediculous that people even fight over "talking shit". EVERYONE TALKS SHIT! There isnt a human sole, who hasnt talked shit about someone else. Ive found that my boyfriend is the only friend i really have. Hes always there for me, and gets so upset with me when i let other people push me around and make me that upset. If you have friends who treat you like shit get them out of your life asap. Because sooner or later, they will do something so hurtful that you wont be able to even live with yourself.

She was the kind of girl who

She was the kind of girl who popped three pills after lunch. She was the kind of girl who would console you when your having a really bad day. She was the kind of girl who liked to drink red wine, by her pool on a Saturday afternoon. She was the kind of girl who would call every blone girl Mindy. She was the kind of girl who would tell you you're being a twit. She was the kind of girl who would leave her window of the classroom open in the middle of the winter because she was having a hot flash. She was the kind of girl who would let us watch the movie, right after we read the book. She was the kind of girl who would obsess over Maya Angelou. She was the kind of girl who would cry on graduation seeing all her students leave. She was the kind of girl who would be the sweetest and nicest person you have ever met. I really liked this writing exercise. I was just reading over my notes and stuff and began to read it again and feel in love. I really like how its basically about this girl who does all these things, but she ends up to be my teacher in the end. I didnt ever know i was doing it like that when i was writing it. Its kind of cool.