Friday, September 28, 2007
My boy!
I have been dating my boy for 4 years now. Of course we have shared our ups and downs but who doesnt. And yes we have been on again off again. Over the couple years though we have been doing so great together. He is my best friend, the one person i know i can tell anything to and he wont judge me for it. I love him uncontrollably. Everytime i have to go away and leave him i get so nervous that hes going to find someone else and leave. Its pretty stupid of me to get so worried after 4 years when i leave him. But its hard for me, i worry about everything non-stop. Its like a never ending cycle. I hate it so much sometimes. He thinks i dont trust him, which isnt the case i dont trust other bitches. If he ever left i dont know what i would do, i would be so heartbroken. I probably wouldn't be able to get over him four years. I know he is the best guy around, hes caring and genuine. I dont think he would leave, but you never know. I guess we'll just have to see. I know that alot of girls not just myself, feel this way. Haha and if you do let me know so i dont feel like such a retard. :-)
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I have been with my boy for two years and we have also been on and off. I feel the same as you do. I'm always worried he is going to find someone else or I'm always worrying. I always feel like I love him way more than he loves me, but then I look at everything we have been through and it's a lot I mean A LOT within the two years and if he didn't love me we wouldn't be together. I always try to tell myself that whatever happens, happens for a reason and whatever will be, will be! Your not alone:)
"I hate other bitches." AMEN to that. Some girls are so petty and do whatever they need to do to get whatever they want. It's pathetic. I have been with my boyfriend for 2 years and we have been on and off again, and inbetween the "on" times there is this one bitch who always seems to find her way to him and screw him even if she has a boyfriend of her own. It's pathetic.
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